Fear washes over

Here I am doing my best to be myself through and through.
But what happens when you give yourself to yourself but it is not good enough?
It is never good enough in the eyes of the artist.
There is always something that can be made better or changed or tweaked.
O if I could go back and do that again I would…
It is what it is whether it is for you or for the world
I just have to do what I do when it is time.
It will come not by force but by will.

I think I need a new bed my neck hurts and my body is tired.

By the way these did not sell. Not even for a dollar.