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My face is sporting a smile.
Today I will be boarding a plane to head back home for the weekend.
It is a short time to be there but it is a pilgrimage that will reenergize my being.

My home town has no shortage of vacant building covered in rust, and alleys with treasures from times past around every corner. There are real coffee shops with original owners who still serve a cup of coffee as a cup of coffee (black).
I love to visit there.

Manolo I will miss you for those few days away but I will call. I promise!

P.S. Congratulations Angela!
Lots of love from my family to yours.

So you had a bad day.

When you fall on your face 10 times you get up 11.

That is great but when you fall for the 11th time, at what point do you finally just stop getting up?

I am tired of insperational conversations.
I am tired of just doing it, only to fail.
I am tired of sitting on my ass.
I am tired...

I will have to explain it all later.

Just random thoughts:

I am an unself sufficient island
My sand is be blown away little by little, by the passing storm
The wind tares through my palms like a blow dryer
Please inhabit my island and help me flourish


How important to you are your worldly positions?
Lately I have been thinking about how it would be to sell all my “stuff” and start over. Looking from a distance I can see a house, two cars, and two cats; that is just on the surface. Upon further inspection I can’t begin to count all the plates, movies, towels, etc. Plus there are always those dark and dreaded storage spots. It has taken me five years to grow this seed into a tree, and the thought of selling it is very disheartening and exciting. But all of that “stuff” does not make me or my husband any different then who we are. It is just “stuff” that could be taken away in one great blow of a hurricane.
Then where would we be?

Class discussion
The ability to us your computer as a remote.
Download software from a bank in some location, and then be billed hourly for using it.
Freeing up your computers memory

Is it arctic in here?

Will someone please tell me why people in offices love to have the thermometer set at ice storm when it is 70 degrees out side? I mean I know it is warm out there but for Christ Sake it is like walling into a meat cooler. Do I look like a hunk of meat hanging from a hook just waiting to be cut down and chopped up for the market?

Recap

Good Friday – Day of work and night with friends.
An accidental run in with some beef jerky and a disappointment to follow.
Well kind of, ok not really, my family is not religious.
Holy Saturday - Holy is right! After a day at the beach my skin was red like a lobster.
That a side, Thanks Manolo for going to the beach with me even though you had a monster hangover!
The calamari made up for it! YUM!
Easter – Lazy days. Work around the house cleaning up and clearing stuff that had migrated to the back door headed for the shed.
Clean shed and take photos for my cousin to see my pots so she can tell me what I am doing wrong. I think that I am not letting my volcano erupt before opening the top. Ya that sounds about right.

To all 4 of my readers!
Have a great week.

Dreams...

I have been having dreams again. For a few weeks I didn’t dream about anything at all, but for the past two nights I have had some good ones. I am going to tell you about them, but just so you know, I will be modifying how they are told so they make sense. Please note that my dreams are crazy enough that I don’t need to stretch the truth to much I just want it to be understandable.

Wednesday Night:
I was back in Ohio on the lake or what resembled the lake. I was hovering over it with another person who I believe to be Michelle. We watched from above well a few other people were already ba-hawen with their 4X4’s and motor boats. The water seemed to be deep enough for boats but shallow enough for the 4X4’s to touch ground. The water was a milk chocolate brown with the consistence of a thick milks shake closest to the edge and a more watery consistence the further into the center of the lake. Looking down I could see all the trucks bobbing up and down in the water all covered in mud. The boats were zooming up and down the lake.
She and I were ready to go ba-hawen in the mud with the rest of them but we could not seem to get down from hovering.

Next Dream:
I remember my first dream and I am shopping in a dollar store with Angela. This store was a dollar store but it had a lake feeling. In other words they sold fish tackle, beach gear, camping gear, and food all for a dollar. What a great store. Ang and I were walking down the aisles looking for things we could use at the beach. I picked out a bird cage and a couple of other things small enough to fit in my hand. For some reason we were rushing through the aisles following Doug. I stopped for a moment to look at something then I woke up.

That was all.

Whatever

I don’t know who many times do you need to tell your monitor you hate it before it gets upset and leaves you?

What next

I need to think about what is going on in my families life and what is going to be good for us and our future.

Spring Action

HELLO EVERYONE! HAPPY APRIL, AND HAPPY SPRING TO ALL!
I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN GOOD LITTLE BUNNIES BECAUSE EASTER IS ALMOST HERE!
NOW WOULD BE A GOOD TIME TO QUOTE THE MOVIE MALLRATS - BUT I WON'T...

ARIES
MARCH 20-APRIL 20
RULING PLANET: MARS
RULES: HEAD, FACE
ELEMENT: FIRE
POLARITY: MASCULINE
NATURE: BARREN
COLOR: RED
SYMBOL: RAM
KEY WORDS: INITIATOR, IMPULSIVE, COURAGEOUS

SOME UPCOMING EVENTS FOR APRIL
4/1 - APRIL FOOLS DAY!!
4/2 - DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME- DON'T FORGET TO SPRING FORWARD!
4/9- PALM SUNDAY
4/14 - GOOD FRIDAY
4/16 - EASTER SUNDAY
4/23 - ORTHODOX EASTER
4/29 - MY BRIDAL SHOWER!
I HAD TO THROW THAT ONE IN!
I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY THIS LOVELY TIME OF YEAR!
PLANT SOME FLOWERS! OR EVEN A BANANA TREE!
SEE YOU NEXT MONTH!
FRO