Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Endurance and Hope

Endurance will keep my breathing strong and my rhythm steady.
I just need to get to that stop sign at the church parking lot, and then I can stop and take a breath.
It empowers my will and takes charge over all internal and external feelings making me numb from the pain of my ankles and the cramp in my ribs, so now my attention is only on how far I have to go.
It is the point where I mentally go to a strong place in my mind that is my focus, my center.
It takes me beyond my breaking point to concerns, even if it is just to the stop sign at the church.

Endurance is also how much you can take.
I can endure a lot without giving up hope.
However the down side of that is when you want something you know you are not ready for and even though I know it is not the right time, there is that ever nagging hope that brings me to how much I can ENDURE.
I want to, just this time, stop the endurance and hope.
I want to have had enough but my endurance and hope are to strong, it is back firing on me.

Monday, August 13, 2007

SuPErHerO Challenge # 3


This was taken on my way into work one morning.
Enjoy.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Sweet Memories

I was just reading back on some of my posts and this one made me laugh so I had to bring it back to the surface. I hope ya'll get as much enjoyment from this as I just did.
By the way I still have weeks like this.

BAD DAYZ

It has taken me a whole week to be able to talk about last weeks events.
For starters Mondays always suck and I spent the day thinking about how I was late on some homework and had a test to take on Tuesday. Not to mention I started my Monday morning off with my cold tea landing in my lap with white pants on…
Tuesday- I had my class and took my test and had another run in with my teacher because, this guy doesn’t want to give me extra credit because he doesn’t want to be bothered with it. (I am paying 60,000 dollars to go to this school and he has the audacity to tell me he doesn’t want to be bothered…ok I don’t want to be bothered with paying my bill…)
Wednesday was a heavy load work day at my so called career, and when I was studding in my car, eating a little din-din my soda exploded all over my lap and I swear it looked like I had wet my pants. Great I will not be defeated by drinks!! So I hoist my legs up into the air flying eagle/porn queen style and point my vents down full blast and dry my crotch out like a pro.
But hope came to me in class when I received a few complements for my photograph…”A” to me!
Thursday I didn’t have class so it was all good.
Friday I don’t remember I think I blocked out all the bad memories.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Back Home



Just to keep everyone posted.
Red Soda has been very busy planning for the little package growing in her belly. By this she and her Smooch have been working out the logistics of buying a new house and filling it with their worldly positions. She is also busy trying for a new position at work. You can see why she has had no time to write.
Crab with a Spot of Ink has had her little sack of sugar with hair and is busy being mommy.
I am very happy for them both and can’t wait to see my ever growing family.

Monday, August 06, 2007