The way words come together

The way words come together.
What does it mean when a dyslexic person reads things in their own way?
The words seem to play frogger amongst the other lines of someone's thoughts
Jumping up and down the line teasing my minds eye
Missing vowels and misplacement among letters
Half the time I make up what I think it should say and the other half is filled with frustrations
I want to write so I read
I want to have said that I have read
Reading is helping me to think, to understand and to feel
I feel the words flush through me like a cleansing of starvation
But like starvation when nothing is consumed nothing can come out.

Winter

It has been a while since my last post and it seems that my posts are getting further and further from each other. To tell you the truth I just don't have anything to say. I have a house that feels more like a Motel 6 charging by the hour. They come they go and all I can say is nothing. They are all characters that I am learning something from so I just watch. I must say that because there are so many of my husbands side in the house I can't help but get better at speaking and understanding my second language of Spanish.
All and all things are good and I hope they will continually get better for the new year. Manolo and I have had some hard times and we are looking forward to 2007.

The Weakest Link

Have you ever tried your hardest to be really efficient and productive at something only to find that you are wasting your time?
Why does being successful at everything push people to do things they never wanted to do in the first place?
I am having one of those weeks been everything I touch turns to poop.
When I try to think nothing comes out and if something does come out it ends up being really bad.
Every move I make is turning into five more moves I have to take to fix what I have just did.
O MY GOD I am having the hardest time concentrating with rap boy next to me.
I am walking around with my frowny face on way too much and I have to do something about that.
Lets see what can I do that will turn my frown upside down?
Quit my job
Run away
Go on a binge
I think I really need a binge right about now
My levels are way too high even for meditation to fix

Why do I write this shit?
Does anyone really read this?
Why do any of you read this?

Sorry this can’t be buttoned up in just one entry so until next time all my little friends.
More to come.
PS Sorry to all for my bad attitude.