Random Thoughts

Since I haven't posted in a long time:

All my horror stories and novels have been shelved for the time being and replaced with my economic textbooks.
I don’t subscribe to the Hollywood of today anymore because it all seems like American propaganda.
I can’t find entertainment in television shows because my life is interesting enough as it is why I would want to watch someone?

The way words come together

The way words come together.
What does it mean when a dyslexic person reads things in their own way?
The words seem to play frogger amongst the other lines of someone's thoughts
Jumping up and down the line teasing my minds eye
Missing vowels and misplacement among letters
Half the time I make up what I think it should say and the other half is filled with frustrations
I want to write so I read
I want to have said that I have read
Reading is helping me to think, to understand and to feel
I feel the words flush through me like a cleansing of starvation
But like starvation when nothing is consumed nothing can come out.

You think of a title for this one

I have been consumed by the events happening in my house so much that I have let a lot of the general day to day stuff go unnoticed. Now it is time to get back to school and work but I am not sure I can focus on that right now. For what ever reason, I got up this morning and got ready as I always do but today on my way to work I couldn’t help but want to vomit every time I saw something I didn’t like. What I am getting to, is that I really am tired of looking at all these people. Everyone here is looking for something but it seems that well they spend all their time looking for that one great thing but they are passing up all the important little things. Those little things are some of the most important threads in the fabric of life. They are all sitting in traffic with their cars and they nice cloths waiting for some miracle to save them from themselves. This is bullshit and I see it. Not only do I see this happening I am sitting right in the middle of it with them watching it happens to me.
I have got to get out of this town or change my views!