Winter

It has been a while since my last post and it seems that my posts are getting further and further from each other. To tell you the truth I just don't have anything to say. I have a house that feels more like a Motel 6 charging by the hour. They come they go and all I can say is nothing. They are all characters that I am learning something from so I just watch. I must say that because there are so many of my husbands side in the house I can't help but get better at speaking and understanding my second language of Spanish.
All and all things are good and I hope they will continually get better for the new year. Manolo and I have had some hard times and we are looking forward to 2007.

Eating in OHIO

Because all I have to say is HOTDOG SUSHI!

Need I say more?

NO NO please really blow the picture up and take a look at it.
It is of a hot dog!

No one is Home!

I am Tara's creative side. I chose when to come out and what to do.
She has no control over me and though I know she wishes I came out to play more often I keep her urning for more.
It is the sick joke I must play on her to keep her on edge.
No one knows when I will show but when I do it is always fun or at least interesting to see.
You should see her when the other sides have control.

where it is...

Let me take a breath…
OK
I miss the cold and I know that you should be careful as to what you wish for because you may get it, but to that I say bring it on…
I swallow the 70 degrees Decembers and the yells from the couch about it being hot with a Christmas tree standing in my living room.
I know what it is to live on the extreme of both ends, but to live in the middle, will work for me, that is what I wish for so please give me the best of both.
I know that my family and I are blest with everything we have ever wanted but there is always more. That is HUMAN NATURE…

First I wish the best for all that surrounds me; then I wish that this year will yield a new life in location and new life in growth.

Signs Of Hope

I have been looking around and I am starting to see some of the benefits of working towards my BA in Marketing. Though I have not tried to find a job nor am I looking for one, I do see that most of the people (the editor of The New Yorker) who have done really well for themselves just with their BA in Something. I know this doesn’t look like great hope but here is where it gets good… The way I see it is once I receive that piece of expensive, time consuming, spirit braking, paper I will then know that I don’t ever have to back to school as long as I want. I will have learned my lease that I don’t need to do anything I don’t want to and will have a piece of paper that says I have already suffered and lost time in my life, now give me 20,000 dollars more a year out of respect.
Thank you vary much!

Enough

Think think think that is all I do, should I say this, should I not say that. I still shock people but I my words are like a knife cutting to the soft tissue of people’s emotions. I can see their feeling being emaciated but yet all I can do is publicly apologize and much like when I was a kid I really don’t feel bad that I said it but I just don’t want the other person to feel embarrassed. Public embarrassment is one thing that I chose to try not to do to people very often but if need be I will not hold back. I do believe in just deserts.

Happy

December

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